Love is your True Nature and your innate gift, yet fear is your conditioned self.

Because of some unfulfilled needs as a developing child, most of us lost basic trust and learned some different survival methods, which created certain conditional trances. These patterns show up as your beliefs and resistance and are now your barriers to love.

Part of living the Larger Story is to upgrade your identity from how you survived as a child. The best way to do that is to identify with the highest part of you. To know that you are made and part of a Greater Source is such a blessing.

What is keeping you from accomplishing your goals?

You may know what you want to do and accomplish, yet somehow unknown obstacles get in your way. For many of us the biggest block is distractions. There are so many things that pull your attention and not all of them are frivolous. We are conditioned to split our attention with relationships to our home, children and family. Sometimes our duties are our distractions.

The most important aspect of December 2020 is the Great Conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn. It is happening at 0 Aquarius 29 on December 21st, the Winter Solstice. This is the darkest day of the year and symbolizes the birth of light.

December 2020 is the climax of an intense Astrological year. There are a lot of profound cosmic dynamics going on. We are in Eclipse season the first two weeks of December. Chiron, the wounded healer, shifts direction. Mars is Conjunct Eris in Aries squaring the Capricorn cluster. That is a big heavy astrological drama! Yet, we are at a major turning point! Saturn and Jupiter are moving into Aquarius. They will conjunct on the Winter Solstice and begin a radical new cycle in December.

We are living in a time of massive history making. When we look at the larger picture, through Astrology, we are in the deconstruction of an old order. Pluto (death/rebirth) is traveling through Capricorn until 2023. Capricorn rules government, top-down power and control structures. 

Astrology offers a rich language to understand our times. Lately it has been such a compelling drama. In Astrology, we have been talking about 2020 with awe and wonder for a decade. It did not disappoint! These last two months are intense and have enormous Astrological energy. We have an opportunity to tune into it and make some progress, even if we are still in lock down.

This Halloween we had some surprises in store for us. On Saturday, October 31st at 7:49 am, we had the second Full Moon of October at 8 Taurus 38 and it was exactly conjunct unpredictable Uranus. I call Uranus the Rebel Genius, as it can be a revolutionary force that can challenge, instigate, awaken, and shock us. We can expect the unexpected.

The great Hermetic Axiom says, “As above so below.” We have some heavy dynamics interacting in the cosmos, which consequently mirrors the many levels of crisis we are experiencing. Historically something big is happening and it is transformative.

2020 is the year everything changed. The next two and half months will be the most intense of the year. We are in the death throes of the old regime. A pandemic, a divided country and a combative Presidential race are threatening the democracy of the USA. Social unrest, racial injustices, economic challenges, and natural disasters rage through the world. These are global issues, which are causing wide sweeping changes.

The Mutable sign Virgo has to do with ancient wisdom of the earth, health, nutrition, work, and discrimination. Virgo also focus on small details. In the Tarot Virgo is the Hermit and represents the principles of completion, introspection and perfection.

On September 17 at 4 am PDT, this Super Harvest New Moon is a potent time to set intentions.

There is a major Cardinal (movement) theme. Mars (aggression) and the Dwarf planet, Eris (revealer of discord) are in Aires (sign of the Individual, sovereignty). They are conflicting with a grouping in Capricorn (authority structures, government)—Jupiter (amplification), Saturn (limitations, contraction, and fear) and Pluto (death/rebirth). What this has reflected is the individual resisting dominant and repressive power.

The New Moon at 26 Leo 35 on August 18 and 19 is a time to initiate our heartfelt intentions. Leo is a warm, creative, playful fire sign that wants recognition for its talents. Impetuous Mars energizes this Sun Moon connection to get things going. Saturn is in an exact hard aspect with it and demands that we get serious, grounded and responsible.

These are turbulent and evolutionary times. August 3, 2020 is the Full Moon at 11 46 Aquarius. It forms a T-square with Uranus, the Revolutionary Awakener. Often there is confusion, shocks, and disruptions before the breakthroughs happens.

July 20, 2020 is the second New Moon in Cancer ( home, family, personal feeling and our tribe and country). This lunar month, although not an Eclipse, is still hard and intense, for the New Moon is opposing Saturn (limitations) and Jupiter (amplification) and Pluto ( death/rebirth) in Capricorn ( power structures, governments and big business). These most powerful times are calling for transformation.

2020 brings the beginning of three major cycles with the Saturn (Limits and Boundaries), Pluto (Death and Rebirth), and Jupiter (Amplifier) conjunctions. These are world-altering changers. All the planets will now be in forward moving cycles. Siddha master Dr. Baskaran Pillai said that this time is the beginning of the “Golden Age” of Aquarius. As long as we can be disciplined (Saturn) with our spiritual practices (Jupiter), we can create major and magical transformations (Pluto).

The Lunar Eclipse at 24 Capricorn 04 July 16, 2019 @ 2:37pm PDT has the South Node (Path of the Past) sandwiched between Saturn (Reality, Restructuring, and Time) and Pluto (Death, Rebirth, and Transformation) aligning with it. Energetically this is a triple dose of intensity and urgency and a compelling time of letting go and breaking free from the past that reverberates like a deep wake-up call. Make sure you stay grounded with exercise, healthy food, and meditation.

2019 is a highly creative, abundant, visionary, and inspired time as well as strongly practical, goal-directed, and intensely cathartic and transformative.

These are interesting times. First off we have 7 planetary bodies retrograde (Mercury, Mars, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune, Pluto, and Chiron). It is time to rethink, revise, reboot, regroup, and go deeper within to heal. All these planets that appear to be moving backward are calling for a subjective phase in our growth. We are to self-examine and look to where we have been and see how our actions led us to where we are today. It is about being accountable for whatever is happening in our lives.

How can we live the life we truly desire without the skills of Magnetic Creation? Positive change starts with acknowledging that we are creators.